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You are Marla Singer - prowess of decivilization
i am jack's complete lack of surprise
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*i want to stop..but i think i might be addicted
*i was only sad for a couple of hours..after that i was just pretending
*deep down i am scared of them..they terrify me
*i like being that way..people expect less of me
*i hear them constantly..i try to make them shut up but they wont
*mostly shes nice..but sometimes she makes me feel shitty
*sometimes shes nice..but mostly she makes me feel shitty
*i wouldnt want anyone else's but mine..even though i hate it
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*it was all my fault, really, and im sorry
*i dont, never did, and never will feel sorry for you
*you need to forget what you know about me, cause its all wrong
*you always make me cry
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| Mood: |  cranky. |
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grrr...why does infatuation have to feel so much like love???
i love you edward james norton jr...yeeeeahhhh
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Saturday, April 6th, 2002
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- Time you started this: 4:06
- Name: julia lynnea decaro
- Nicknames: julie, jules, jule, ju ju bean,
- Ethnicity: italian, irish, lebanese, french, german
- Gender:female
- Sexual Preference: men. not boys. men.
- Idol:suzie
- Birthdate: october 23, 1984
- Zodiac sign: Libra, the only non animal sign =P
- Current Location:new york..i wont say the name of my town bc im too embarassed..
- Height: 5'6" i think
- Hair Color: bleach blonde
- Eye Color: light blue
- Siblings: cassandra
- Crush: edward norton and johnny depp
- Girlfriend/Boyfriend? no :(
- If you could go out with anyone in the world, who would it be? my soul mate..whoever that may be..
- Memory you would like to forget: last year. almost dying of depression, crying myself to sleep every night, day, 5 minutes...not wanting to get out of bed, wishing i would just dissapear...
- Memory you miss most: last year. almost dying of depression, crying myself to sleep every night, day, 5 minutes...not wanting to get out of bed, wishing i would just dissapear...
- What'd you do yesterday: went to work for an hour, came home and cleaned my house, went to the mall with tairyn, came home and watched the last unicorn with my dad
- Last person you talked to on the phone: probably tairyn, i dont remember
- Last thing you said: " i love you too" to my mom
- Last song you listened to: some radio garbage my sister put on in the car
~Favorites~
- Food: chicken..the only "meat" i eat
- Drink:orange soda, strwberry kiwi flavored water
- Color: gray, black, army green
- Day of the week: every day sucks just the same
- Month: either december or july
- number: 13, 23
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- Holiday: 4th of july
- Cookie:white chocolate macadamia
- Toothpaste:pepsodent..it tastes so yummy
- Ice Cream: coconut cream pie..though i dont think they make it anymore..i had it once at tairyns house and could never find it again...
- Candy bar:snickers..i wish i had one right now..mmm..
- Favorite channel: animal planet
- Shampoo/Conditioner:suave kids' cherry blast 2 in 1 shampoo and conditioner
- Song: tangerine dream's "loved by the sun"
- Movie: fight club
- Actors: edward norton, johnny depp
- Actress': helena bonham carter, winona ryder
~Believe in~
- Aliens: nope (its in the bible)
- Angels:yup (its in the bible)
- Heaven/Hell: yup (its in the bible)
- God:yup (He wrote the bible)
~Have You Ever~
- Been on a plane: no
- Cried in public: once when i got lost in mohawk mall(hahaha)..i was 7, walking around the mall in a mickey mouse shirt, bawling my eyes out for an hour when finally a mall security gaurd came up to me and asked what was wrong..
- Climbed a tree: nuh uh
- Eaten A Worm:nope
- Kissed a guy/girl: unfortunately yes
- Met a celebrity: i meet ed and johnny every night
- Met the president:georgey???
- Gone skinny dipping: Nope, and probably never will o.O ew.. what a scary sight that would be..
- Gotten Drunk: who hasn't?
- Skipped school:like every other day last year. but i had a good excuse...
[What Do You Think Of When You Hear... ]
- Bill Clinton: oral sex
- Dreams:pink fluffy clouds
- Love:bullshit.because love is bull..nobody really loves anybody and were all just a bunch of selfish, self-centered pigs. we only truely love ourselves.
- Whipped Cream:boys dont cry
- Christina Aguilera: slut
- South Park:stupid show for posers who think watching it will somehow make them cool..
- Guys: Assholes with penis' which is the one thing in life they truely care about..
- Girls: guys..just without the penis..but its still the one thing they care about..
- Death:..mmmm..
- Dog/Cat: mouse
- Blue/Purple: blue
- Chocolate/Vanilla:white chocolate
- Pen/Pencil : pen i guess
- Do you have a computer?..grrr...
- Last time you showered:this morning
- If you were a crayon, what color would you be? cornflower blue
- Do you like this survey? No, it said bad things about me behind my back =\
- One pillow or two? one..a great big down feathered "grandma" pillow
- How long are you in the shower: 'bout 15 minutes
- How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup:the wrong way
- What does your screen name(s) mean? i am one, i am a girl, and i am my own army..me vs. the world
- Who do you hate:in the words of daniel vinyard, "hate is baggage. life's too short to be pissed off all the time. its just not worth it."
- Time you finished: 5:23
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Thursday, April 4th, 2002
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you cant.
why is it that when you finally find the person youve been searching for your entire life, they turn out to be gay, or way out of your league or something dumb like that. and why is it that even though you know this, and possibly even accept it, you just cant get them out of your head, or heart. ive been in love with this guy for going on 6 years now. he is the most amazing person..and ive never even talked to him. its like, love at first sight...and i dont even believe in that. until it happened to me. anyways...graig, if youre reading this...well..you get the idea...i love you with all of my heart. and i will until the day i die.
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10 things i hate about you
a beautiful mind
american beauty
american history x
as good as it gets
beauty and the beast
blair witch project
brokedown palace
emperors new groove
ferris beullers day off
fight club
girl interrupted
gladiator
hook
interview with the vampire
labrynth
legend
meet joe black
monty python and the holy grail
rat race
romeo and juliet
silence of the lambs
slc punk
stigmata
terminator
terminator 2
the beach
the dreamlife of angels
the last unicorn
titus
yeah well thats my LIST and im stickin to it...if anyone has any comments and disagrees...go SUCK IT!!!!haha just kidding..no really, im bustin your chops..
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i got fired. ha ha ha. my boss is(was) the biggest jerk ive ever met. ohh well its all for the best...
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Thursday, March 7th, 2002
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Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
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i have nothing to write except this little piece of advice i got from a song...
"dont waste your time on jealousy. sometimes youre ahead, sometimes youre behind..the race is long. and in the end its only with yourself."
bye-a
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| Mood: | bouncy. |
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guess what...I GOT A JOB!!! finally...at the salvation army as a store clerk. that means eight hours a day, five days a week of sorting, color coding, pricing and tagging clothes that, as tairyn says, "could have come off a dead person". hah! yeah so im finally conquering my laziness..hurray. for once in my god-for-saken life i will have MONEY! that means i finnally get my piercings, neato belt at zuemies, circas, spike bracelet, and short n spikey bright red hair..all to go along with my new 120 lb body. nobody thinks i can do it but im gonna prove em all wrong. so far ive gone 3 days on a bannana, 9 baby carrots, a lowfat yogurt, flavored water, and a protein shake made with oatmeal and skim milk. and i feel great because along with that im working out a half hour a day. well gotsta go the bell rang so i gotta go find tairyn. shoutouts to tairyn, jesse, and cassandra(i miss you)...
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Thursday, February 28th, 2002
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Thursday, February 14th, 2002
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Saturday, January 19th, 2002
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Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
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i joined a new..thing..its like livejournal but its for rad kids only not retarded kids so i cant say what it is because then all the retards on livejournal will go there and it will be just as dumb and retarded as livejournal. heh..well anyways punk is dead..emo is dying..lets fight to keep hxc alive! c ya!
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Tuesday, January 8th, 2002
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soo...i havent written(anthing significant...not that much of anything i write is..) in a pretty long time...i dont really get online much anymore though so thats to be expected. news huh news..hmmm..ohh i know..tina had her baby!! A girl!! Casey Elizabeth Phillips born on january 3rd, 2002..6 lbs 7 ozs..hurray!!! shes absolutely beautiful(as for certian people who think they are in some way special and that the phillips family like them even though they are girly girl freaks who have only been there once and dont even know them at all...aka holly rathbun...blaaaahhh!!! L-O-S-E-R!!!)
its never felt so hot within these walls
between the cracks
as we forget our manners
days slow down and i relapse
dear dad-im having trouble feeling sad
your words find secret pathways through my spine
inside my teeth ill scream
you know that i miss you
those diamond streets
invisible runways burried beneath
and i was wrong this time, oh i was so wrong
every other morning i wake up lost
and tired from dreaming
as we distill our vision
nights grow long and void of real meaning
and dad you dont know the half of it this time
but you told me what was yours would soon be mine
and you taught me to no longer be afraid
ill never be afraid
the anniversary "without panasos" ...good lyrics, good song, good band..check em out
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Tuesday, January 1st, 2002
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certain people should really do certain things...preferably things that would make them cease to exist...thats as specific as i can be. if other certian people found out id be in hot water.
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certain people should really do certain things...preferably things that would make them cease to exist...thats as specific as i can be. if other certian people found out id be in hot water.
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Friday, November 30th, 2001
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the other night i had the craziest dream ever...me, tairyn, and my sister were living in this big RV trailer thing with my boyfriend who was, beleive it or not, a dung beetle named ian. so we were all bored and decided to go to tairyns house to find something to do. ian didnt wanna come so it was just us three girls. when we got there i started talking to tina(tairyns mom) and i dont exactly remember what was said but i ended up saying "yeah well i have a boyfriend! I can even call him on the phone right now wanna see???" and so i picked up the phone and called ian and told him i loved him. then we got bored again so we went back home and when we got there i couldnt find ian and i started spazing out throwing everything around trying to find him. finally i found him under a pile of dirty laundry and immediately started kissing him. then tairyn got this idea she said "i know...lets drive the trailer through that big red barn in front of us! it will be cool!" we were all like "yeah! thatll be awesome!" so we did. and it was. but then we realized something horrible...what we didnt know before we totally demolished the barn was that there was a water buffalo in the barn. so we ran over to see if he was okay. at first it appeared that he was but then i noticed something so horrible that i started hysterically crying...the buffalo's leg had gotten chopped off! then tairyn and my sister both started crying too. then i woke up. and i was really crying. it was so weird. but hey at least it didnt really happen!
anyways...im at school right now in the library. im in an especially good mood for no apparent reason despite the excruciating pain in my uterus(period cramps..heh) danny talked to me! only for like 2 seconds but hey at least he doesnt hate me!
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Wednesday, November 28th, 2001
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just finished watching a really depressing movie called "boys dont cry"..about a girl who pretends to be a boy and ends up getting raped, beaten, and eventually killed..mmm funfun...well its christmas time and ya know what that means...eggnog and fruitcake! mmm... i love the holidays. im always in a such a good mood around this time of year. and christmas day wont be that bad after all seeing as my mom and sissy are sleeping over christmas eve and we're all spending christmas day together. hopefully ill be getrting new furniture or my room. right now its just a bed with a stereo, tvand vrc, and a phone all on the floor..heh..well im off to go sit on the floor of my school and eat cheetos and then to class in an attemptto learn something..byebye
"winners never quit and quitters nevr win."..i guess that makes me a loser...
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nauseated.
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